Feeling blegh
Today I didn't do a lot. And usually, when I don't do too much I feel really bummed out because I miss out on what I could've done. My mind is really black and white when it comes to how I plan my day and the impact of potentially not meeting those events. Today I was supposed to study a great bit regarding my international relations class. But I just didn't feel primed for it. My mind was too busy thinking about other things; just making it rather hard to fully invest my energy into it. And I know that doesn't sound so crazy. It happens to everyone. But my brain pisses me off so much sometimes. The way it reciprocates and responds to everyday mishaps is too extreme; on par with getting fired or getting an injury. That's how extreme my brain manages to respond to the stupidest situations. For example, I didn't wake up at 6:30 this morning. I woke up at 7:30 because I couldn't sleep till 12:30 last night. That already set my night/morning off
